Part 8

sallami dobare dostan inam ye upe dige to yeroz 2ta up kardam
faghat be khatere shoma dostan

pa shodam ye ahangi roshan kardam neshastam dashtam be gozashte ha
hodode yek hafte bad az on etefagh faghat ba tanha kasi ke harf mizadam va javabe
tamas hasho midadam saba bod, nemidonam chera vali arameshe khasi tosh bod
yek rooz deraz keshide bodam ro takhtam goshim zang khord saba bod
goshi ro bardashtam asabani bod kheili ziyad, goft biya biroon karet daram
goftam bashe allan miyad kojai ? goft parke hamishegi goftam bashe
vaghty didamesh asary az asabaniyat tosh nabod, goftam etefaghy oftade ? chizi shode ? goft
na hichi, goftam pas chi shode ? goft berim khonaton behet migam chi shode
goftam khoneye ma ? goft arre
goftam bashe baham raftim residim khonamon raftim to otagham
man neshastam labeye takht on hey rah miraftam va to fekr bod
yeho vastad va be man negah kard va yehoo ba dad behem goft, ta key ? ha ? ta key akhe?man
haj o vaj monde bodam goftam chi ta key ? chi shode ? hamchenan ba sedaye boland edame dad
goft yani nemidoni dar morede chi harf mizanam ? goftam na goft in vaz ro mikhay ta key edame bedi
ta key mikhai ba kasi harf nazani ? ta key mikhai tanha bashi ? ta abad ke man nistam ke be harfat gosh bedam
goftam mikham ta abad tanha basham, goft harfe mozakhraf bezani bala saret miyarama fahmidi ? ashkesh
dar omade bod, manam ham boghz dashtam ham dashtam az tajob miterkidam
goft khoda age mikhast to ham khodaye nakarde bemiri toram mibord pishe khodesh
bayad zendegi koni, bayad zendegi konam, bayad zendegi konim hamamon
hameye ma bayad zendegi konim vagrna inja chikar mikonim ? ha
man kamel darket mikonam- baraye man ham sakhte- sakhte ke khahar kochikamo az dast dadam
va dige pisham nist- vali bayad zendegi konim
vagarna kofr kardim- mifahmi chi migam- goft mesle oghab tavalodi dobare kon- dobare zende sho
va dobare avalin parvaze zendegito anjam bede mesle oghab ke hamishe sanbole zendegit bodo hast
dobare motavaled sho az zendegiye jadidet lezat bebar- goftam rahi deraz dar pishe mast va ma an ra entekhab mikonim
entekhab mikonim ke che rahi ra beravim va sokot kardam
sokot o faghat sokot

edame darad ta hafteye dige 5shanbe
bacheha az in bebad 5shanbe ha miyam 2 3 ghesmati up mikonam
harche ghadr ke toole hafte benevisam
fellan ta hafteye dige