emrooz halam khobe ... yani on shekli nistam faghat............ye moshkeli hast onam inke   kheili  kheili ehsase tanhai mikonam tahala inghadr ehsase tanhai nakarde bodam nemidonam chikar konam kalafam gijam gom shodam

aya o mitavanad roshani ra in bar ehsas konad?  in kherad shodan, zamane eftekhare mast///o be raadi dar dor dastha eshgh mivarzad, va ehsase vazife, fekre o ra ba shegefty por karde ast........migoyad in bar in ehsas vazeh ast//begard va rahe roshan ra peyda kon////roze khobist baraye zende bodan, agha!     o migoyad ke roze khoobi baraye zende bodan ast

va ingone ast ke nori arambakhsh az entehaye tonel to mobadal be yek ghatare bary mishavad ke be soyat miayad////aya dorost ingone nist? hamechiz bekhatere arezohayash foro mirizad//baraye an hadiye zodhengam ranj bekesh///ari o migoyad baraye an hadiye zodhengam zajr bekesh

va ingone ast ke nori aram bakhsh az entehaye tonel to mobaddal be yek ghatare bary mishavad ke be soyat miayad///ke baraye bodan miayad//ari baraye bodan miayad

inam 2shere khoshkel az vasfe hallam

I-IooIvIaI/I & i3lacKend

ey pedare zaman tarkam nakon.mara ba khod bebar//be man bego aya hanoz khorshid miderakhshad?  biya va donya ra befeshar va ghatrei az an ra dar halghe man bechekean

to bayad nafas bekeshy mard//nafas bekesh! va mara lams kon ke fekr konam inja hastam

dar posteye ehsasatam be sakhty nafas mikesham chon 1ensane manfi hastam

adami ra dar in donyaye tarik rahanidand va goftand dar inja beman ta in tariki ra roshan koni
adamha tariki ra tabdil be roshanayi kardand amma hamaknon in roshanai ra be tariki miresanand
agar donya baz ham tarik shavad digar kasy nemitavanad an ra roshan konad hichkas nemitavanad
ensanha mojadate ajibi hastand ke nemitavan anha ra shenakht mojadaty ke ba aghle khish
ehsase khish...eshghe khish///khod ra nabod mikonand///agar dar an donya zendegi hast pass beravim bebinim
beravim va ba cheshmane khodeman an zendegi ra bebinim va an ra bavar konim....nemidanam che begoyam
nemidanam che konam///

bacheha az inke ba in harfam shomaro narahat mikonam mazerat mikham...
man hich jore dige nemitonam ehsasamo bayan konam joz ba neveshtan...
minevisam va minevisam ta delam ra khali az hich bokonam.....

chera ehsase marg mikonam?   koshtan ke tars nadarad///asode bekhab
va zendegi ra tamam kon///jahaname vaghey injast////goy baraye mordan be donya amade bodam.....

ehsas chist ? ehsas ..chizi ke ensan ra mitavanad khob konad va ya bad.. agar ensan betavand beine ehsas va chizhaye digar farghi bogozarad va betavanad an ra dar hade khod negah darad zendegiye zibai khahad dasht....ehsas be ghadry ghavi hast ke mitavanad ensan ra nabod konad va ya az no besazad mitavanad yek zendegi ra nabod konad mitavanad yek ensan ra be khamoshi besparad pass dar natije ehsas ra yek mojode besyar ziba ke agar az an dorost estefade shavad va an ra betavan dark kard mishavad name o ra gozasht ehsase zibaye yek ensan

dar in rahe zendegi nemidanam che konam?  dar in rahe del nemidanam che konam?  dar in rahe tollani bayad chekard? magar man cheghadr bayad in rah ra bepeymayam ta be akhare an beresam? shayad akhary ham nadashte bashad//goyi rahe khod ra gom kardeam vali an ra baz peyda khaham kard///peydayash khaham kard va be an ba omid edame khaham dad...agar ham hamrahi nadashte basham ya hamrahanam az man joda shavand baz ham ba omid be an edame khaham dad

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