nemidonam

valli etefaghi ke emrooz baram oftad

kheili behem komak kard

kkheiili  to zendegim tasir gozashte

to akhlagham

to raham

didam nesbate be zendegi

vaghan man chi bodam cheghadr vahshatnak

valli khoda ro shokr ke 2ta dost

ba kareshon

tonestan behem befahmonan

azashon tashakor mikonam

mesle maslan mesle inke bekhay valli nemikhaish

nemidonam shayad in nabashe

valli

bar paye sokot

ba saghfi siyah

va zamini tarik

zendegi jaleb mishe

shayadam

nemidonam

che balai dare sarammiyad

valli fekr konam ye chizai bedonam masalan mesle inke nemidonam

bazi mogheha adam dast bekarhai mizane ke faghat zamano begzarone

faghat baraye inke zaman begzare halla ahamiyat nemide be inke inkar chiye

faghat begzare hamin bedone hich hadafi

valli shayad yek roozi khoda man o bebakhshe

shayad

shayad

khob az bein rafte

khob harfamo dobare migam

bayad bezaram be morore zaman faramosh beshe

arre in dorost tare

khob zendegi ine dige bazi moghe ha khob va bazi moghe ha ham bad

karisham nemitoni bokoni

valli dar koll bayad faramosh beshe

valli hamine dige

khob fekr nakonam be in zodiha dobare biyad

na nemiyad

chiziye ke az bein rafte

ehsas mikonam faza baram kheili sangin shode

kheili kheili ziyad khastam niyaz be yek arameshe tollani daram

ye name didam ke neveshte bod

ma raftim mosaferat zod bar migardim

ahamiyat nadadam

chon axaran injoriye

raftam to otagham lebasamo avaz kardam omadam biron

ke beram ab bokhoram

yek lahze negaham be khone oftad ke

cheghadr khalli va sakete

ye sokote sangin

yek lahze dellam chenan gereft

pishe khodam goftam hamine

hamine zendegi ke man khaham dasht

va ye pozkhandi zadam

raftam ab khordam bargashtani to rahe otagh

boghz ajibi dashtam

kheili ajib

bazam ahamiyat nadadam raftam to otagham

ye khabare khosh daram baraton

onam ine ke

hamin emshab ye weblog e digam ro eftetah kardam

albate kheili kheili motafavete ba in weblog

zamin ta asemon fargh mikone ba in

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omid varam khosheton biyad

feyllan

bybye

agar ke nanevisam miterkam hamin zendegi ro dost daram

joda az shokhi

begzarim berim sare asle matlab

roz ha poshte sare ham migozarad zaman chizist motaharek va ensan mojodi sabet dar in zendegi bayad zendegi kard, che khob che bade anra khodeman moshakhas mikonim

bayad ba zaman dar harekat bod nabayad sabet mand nabayad mordab shod

manande rodkhanei por talatom bar roye khati hamvar va gahi nahamvar

va amma to to che bayad bokoni ? vaghti ke dar tarikiye roz ghadam migozari va ya vaghty ke sigarat ra ba atash khamosh mikoni

va ya vaghti ke be nahamvari bar mikhori zendegi ra ba hararatat sard mikoni

che entezari dari ? vaghty ba sokotat harj o marj mikoni che entezari dari

aya vaghan to az zendegi entezari dari ? va aya khaseti dari ? va shayadam dashte bashi

va khasteat in ast : dar entezare jahanam hasti jai ke midani motalegh be an hasti

va aya to ke chenin khastei dari aya baraye an kari anjam dadei?aya baraye hamin khasteat ghadami kochak bardashtei ? fekr nakonam

to ke dar zendegiat vojodat ra por az siyahi kardei va an siyahi ra vojodat kardi

to ke delhaye besyar ra shekastei chegoni hamchin khastei dari ?? valli

vali dar lahzei az saniye ehsasi behet dast mide ke ta behalhamchin ehsasi ro tajrobe nakarde bodi

ehsas mikoni ke gonehat khis hastand dastat larzeshe khasi darand

vali ghalbet nemitappe hich nabzi to badanet ehsas nemikoni

va sedahai mishenavi seda haye jigh manandi ro mishnavi

vali motavaje mishi ke in seda ha az atraf nist balke az darone khodet hast

lahzei ba yek tapeshe ghavi jesmet boland mishe va dar hava shenavar mimane !! na eshtebah nakon in jesm ro dige khodet control nemikoni in afkar ro dige hodet control nemikoni

kam kam ehsase garma mikoni ehsas mikoni ke mojodet az daron dare zare zare misozee// valli in sokhtan tamami nadare

in jesmet nist ke dare misoze in mojedete rohete

lahzei ehsas mikoni ke ghalbet mitappe valli sari ghat mishe

pishe khodet migi ey kash eykash faghat ye forsate dige dashti

AAAKHHH lahzei ke in harf ro gofti sozesh bishtar shod

va motavaje mishi ke forsat ha besyar bod amma maghz ha batel bod

barghe shahr rafte bod

hameja  to siyahi mahv shode bod

manam lebasam sartasar siyah bod

vaghti to on tariki ghadam bar midashtam

ehsase ghodrate ajibi mikardam

ehsas mikardam hameja malle mane

yek lahze ehsas kardam ghodrate siyahi daste mane

ehsase ajibi bod va kheili lezat bakhsh

behem ghodrate ajibi dad kheili ajib

engar ke khoda man ra hamrah ba tanhai afaride

engar ke tanhai dar vojodam bode va ba man bozorg shode

chera ingoneam

chera? tanhai zendegi mikonam/kar mikonam/tafrih mikonam va va va

kollan begzarim hamishe tanham

nemidonam dastanesh chiye vali mesle inke ghesmate ma to in donya in bodesh ke injori bashim

khodaya dadaheyat nematist va nadade hayat hekmati

bayad begzaronim dige chikar mitonam bokonam

dige adat kardam yani kheili vaghte ke adat kardam

behtarin dostam in weblogamo chon

harvaght ke dellam migire miyam inja va khodamo khalli mikonam

va rahat misham

hey khoda

hamine dige

zendegim shode shab dar entezare marg o roz dar entezare eshgh

sobh ta shab boro kar kon bad biya khone

roz haye tatil ham esterahat mikonam

pas tafrih shadi ina to zendegiye kojash ja darand nemidonam

nemidonam kojan

peydashon nemikonam

eshgh? mesle inke jai to ghalbam nadare

ehsasat mesle inke vojod nadaran

nemidonam ke

dellam kheili gerefte

tamame roz be fekre eshgham//tammae shab be fekre marg

zendegi migoyad pas jaye man chi ? migoyam

to jai dar in bein nadari

chon man dar vojode to hastam

na to dar vojode man

migoyad pas anha chi? migoyam

anha hamrahane man hastand ke dar vjode to nistand

salliyan e sall ba margo eshgh dasto panje narm mikonam

ta be zendegi beresam

amma dar in bein marg bar eshgh maghlob mishavad va an ra az bein mibarad

va digar tanhaye tanha azizam marg ast marg

va digar eshgh jai nadarad dar in zendegi

va digar eshghi vojod nadarad

va digar hoomani vojod nadarad